wiLL i gOing tO be A betRayer?

aarrrgggghhhhhhhh........hard for me to choose....
why i must choose???
and why i must become a betrayer
this question is very difficult to answer
i dont know what to do because all of them are very important to me...

if i choose to betray my country, then i will ashamed of myself.
my contry is the place where i was born, live, study and the most peaceful country in the world..

the most worst thing is if i choose to betray my family.
i will regret for the whole of my life.without them, i never been born now!

my friends are those who will give a shoulder for me when i need help or facing with any problems in my life.after all, my life is nothing without a friend........

so, i rather die than betray my country or family or friends!!!